You Have Low Self Esteem 32% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

Clarence took this test and i find it that it is true for him to have such low esteem.. Time to improve dude! I took the test myself.. Heh.. Almost 50%....

Anyway, Hari Raya is coming been busy with it and also with exams... Sighz.. Sometimes i just wish i can have another Nizam to do all the studying for me while i go celebrate.. To all my Muslim friends of various races and those living on the otherside of the world (you guys know who you are alright.. :D) and of coz to my family, Eid Mubarak (Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri)!!

This bedroom light distracts me
I find it hard to keep still

Everything is so still, like this
I wont have to wait for long before
I start to see that your the only thing that works

will you stay, keep this evening calm
ill shield you from this night
ill make everything alright
will you make sure the door is locked
We wont have to talk, as long as you are here with me again

-I Wish You Knew This Song Was About You by Daphne Loves Derby

Project is over and done with.. Here comes the holidays!! Haha.. Okok its only a study break. Yeah.. Exams coming soon in early November and I’m shifting gear soon after taking a weekend off school. :D


After a long time since I handed in my Essay about my life in SCDF for an essay writing competition (was forced to write it by my Head Pers –thanks to her anyway lol), I finally receive the good news! I am now 200 bucks richer!! Can’t believe it that my single- drafted essay (with checking done by the Evil Twin and Siti – thank you) can seize a 2nd place.

And along with the letter to congratulate me was another letter to tell me that I have been officially accepted to be in YFS as volunteer. $2.80/hr here I come.. Lolz.. Cant wait to reignite the fire in me all over again. :D


You know an ulcer that grows on your tongue can be very irritating that you frequently bite you tongue as if you want to rip that part off? Well yesterday had an incident of a friend whom did that while he was talking and slurping away all his saliva from getting to the ulcers. But while he was talking to me, he practically drools – like a baby! Lolz! I was laughing not in disgust nor in mockery at him – ok maybe a bit lah.. Haha sorry dude.. But the point is, shit happens to everyone and it happened to me before that is why I laughed a lot not because I was laughing entirely at him. It is normal to bite your tongue when you have ulcers and sometimes you tend to drool and not really notice it until it comes oozing out from your mouth lah – those who never experience this are lying lah or either very careful with their “Ops Ulcer”..

So again the point is my friend, you can get embarrassed but knowing that it is a human trait, it’s entirely alright lah. Even though it almost dripped onto my hand. Lol

Anyway got my retribution, I got cramps in my abdomen for laughing and trying to control my laughter.


That smile of hers is just so mesmerizing, captivating, intriguing, heart warming, etraordinary.......

Hey it is good to be back here blogging my way... :D Well taking a break now from doing the FINAL SCH PROJECT.. Yes its the FINAL project for the semester then hello study break!! At long last.........