For three years running since my study in SIM.. I have been having my celebration in line with the exams... Freaking annoying.. but nonetheless.. I hope to enjoy the first 5 days of Hari Raya before i start mugging in full force...

Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslims friends and family!! ( Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Jika tekasar bahasa.. Salah silap harap maafkan) Its a time to forgive and forget..

Will post up some pics of the celebration in one of these 5 days! :D

Happy Holidays to all my other friends!!


Oh boy.... Im goin to need to train alot more after this 5 days... All those glorious fattening food....
Im sure all my canoe friends cant wait to be invited over for a makan makan session.. Haha...
Its confirmed.. My mum say can....... When im free.... of coz can... But nvr say when.. Haha!

And i put up 2 of my favourite Hari Raya songs!! Its very nice to listen to my childhood songs allo over again.. I listen to them just coz it was catchy.. Now listening to one of them i found out that its actually quite sad... ha.. I was like so young back then la.. 1993 like that.. Haha.. Those were the days man...

The craze is over.. Congrats Alonso.. And finally all my friends who are busy with the event will be free.. :D

I wonder 61 laps...... How many of times of those ERP gantries did they pass thru man!! Haha..

And bcoz of this event.. I find something odd for the past three days la..

I find it funny how Singapore's "Public" transport reacts to an inteernational event such as this..

I find that the train is not packed like Sardines anymore and almost all the trains come in half the time than how it used to be.. Now i can find myself a sit in the mrt if im lucky enough on none peak hours when im in town. And when its peak hours, surprisingly i dont have to brush shoulders or squeeze and be squeezed just to get into the MRT..

How cool is that! Singapore "Public" transport system improve significantly since the F1 began or is it?? Hah...

I wonder what is going to happen in 3 days time after the F1.. I give them face ok.. 3 days ok.. Haha! Though i hope they stay this way!

And ohh.. You must be wondering why i put public as "public"? ha..

They are not.. They are PRIVATELY listed in the market and are making supernormal profits and give dividend to shareholders and stuff.... bla bla.. STILL CAN GIVE DIVIDENDS SOME MORE!! Walao.....

Im disappointed at how they call themselves public if they are earning such profits and giving dividends to the shareholders and at the same time can increase cost of travelling further.
Recent drop in oil prices, didnt push them to decrease transport fees instead they are pushing the cost of travelling up uP UP! What is the point of calling themselves public transport if the price is not helping the public??

Furthermore, (besides them having well planned tranport lines and services..) i dont see the transport system getting any better or seeing significant improvements in them... Disappointing..

Buses especially.. A first hand experience.. Imagine waiting for a bus no. "XX" for about half an hour while you see 4 of buses "YY" zooming past one after another each coming like five minutes before the other and empty.. Or worst, 2 of the same buses even come to the same bus stop at the same time! Horrible man...

And being like a monopoly in this particualr industry.. It is unfair how they are monopolising the transport system to their own advantage.. Just becoz the transport service they provided is a necessity for us singaporeans, they are changing prices as and when they felt like revising them coz they noe we still use them..

I know that the government will not allow them to raise transport cost significantly.. The government has done a good job at controlling monopolies in SG i.e powergas. But i think we Singaporeans are already feeling the pinch here.. A voice speaking for many... It is suppose to encourage usage of public tranport what...

Even the $275 im getting on 1st October (which im greatful for) will only be enough to cover my one month plus transport fees la! And i am a full time student for goodness sake..

Why i brought up this matter actually?? HAHAHA! Coz more than half of my allowance will be spent on public transport! WTH la... It doesnt help when i explained to my parents im not given enough not becoz i spent more.. It is becoz i have to spent more coz prices are rising out there.. (esp transport.. One day i spent an average of $5 -$6 le).. I eat what for lunch in school?? GRASS?!?! Damn angry man with the transport provider..

Soon everyone will start riding a bicycle.. And then demand increases which lead to higher prices on buying one... Maybe riding one also will need you to have to pay for monthly usage on the pavements/roads.. Haha.. Never stops...

Had a very weird dream today..

The dream happened in school.. (out 0f all the places! Haha!)

And there was a black silhouette human figure.. (Scary.. Hah.. )

Surprisingly, it started out nice.. I can still remember what it felt like..

Its the kinda feeling i have been longing to feel..

No worries, just really contented with life and free...

Then all of the sudden the mood changes.. (fuck)

I was weeping like a little boy..

I wake up from the dream..

Still sniffling and pillow wet from my tears! (maybe i was drooling! wahaha!)

Damn i really cried la! (O_0)

I tried recalling everything that happened...

Why was i feeling so happy? - BLANK

Why was i so depressed after that? - BLANK

Why is it in school? - BLANK (What is so significant that i remember the school of all things?)

What is the Black figure? - BLANK (maybe its myself?)

Why is that i can remember the school, black figure, and the two extreme opposite feelings that i felt but nothing else?

Why it all happened, i hell do not know..

Its like my memory is being sapped away from me!

Heck.. Im still trying to recall what was the dream about.. Its frustrating! Urgh.. Damn it!

Could it be that i was dead? - Coz being dead lift up all your worries and you are free..

Could it be because its not my time yet? - And I wake up crying instead..

This is making me moody la..

- Dream with a meaningless meaning?

Just let it go Nizam...

They reflects the nature of who you are as a person...

Songs reflects the kinda of mood you are really in..

Something you can only do through songs..

To make you feel better or make you feel worst..

To show how/what you feel when you cannot put them in your own words..

To indulge in them when you know there is no one else who can do anything about how you feel..

A good way to hide what you really feel deep inside, your true feelings from the rest of the world..

But to yourself.

t Despite my busy schedule, i manage to make time for my group of friends. And the only time was after 10pm. When everything is like almost done for the day.. No one gonna disturb me.. So now you guys know when nizam will be free.. :D

Its also becoz its one of their birthdays, Pam's. Actually i was busy with council stuff.. But without me also 3 of them cannot go for the celebration coz i have the other car!! Haha.. Have car but cannot drive.. I noe I noe.. I have to get my license.. Stop lecturing me already.


At Pam's block again..
I had to force opened the door so that the bdae gal photo could be taken.. Dono why she suddenly so camera shy..
Even with bdae cake also dun wan take photo..
We camwhored in the lift.. Lol.. All 9 of us! She still hides...

Went for the Nike Run Human Race 10km with Pam, Pei Yu, Jason, Melissa and Clarence.. The usual bunch.. Camwhored before the race.. One of the things we always and must do..