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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Secret Star - Final Edited Version

---- Merry Xmas to all and a Happy New Year!! Was damn bored staying at home.. So i composed some stuff.. Yeap was at home in msia doing nothing... ----

Staring at the gorgeous smile on your face
Makes me weak, I fall silent and paralyze
As in my dreams that I can only create
For dreams like this is less of a fate

What a rush this is
This feeling that I feel inside
All I ever think about is you
It’s hard for me to hold back

I hope that you hear it
The only thing that resonates
This beating heart calling you out
For words I want to say to you fades.

Notice my presence, my love
Into the shimmering night sky,
I’ve been looking up, watching from afar.
These eyes gazing at the one in a million
The one and only, it’s you
You are my Secret Star.

So many words I want to say left unspoken
For you seemed so close, yet so distant
So many days and nights, has come to past
Nonetheless this heart still beats so fast.

What are the possibilities?
Would you feel the same way?
Do you ever see me like I see you?
Do you catch a breath when I see you?

I hope that you hear it
The only thing that resonates
This beating heart calling you out
For words I want to say to you fades.

Notice my presence, my love
Into the shimmering night sky,
I’ve been looking up, watching from afar.
These eyes gazing at the one in a million
The one and only, it’s you
You are my Secret Star.

I hope that you will
Notice my presence, my love
My Secret Star.......

Into the shimmering night
Watching from afar
My Secret Star.......

Gazing at the one in a million
The one and only
My Secret Star.......

---- I Dont Have The Courage To Even Start A Proper Conversation.. Sighz.. ----

Labels: composition

3:13 AM

Monday, December 08, 2008

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

A very nice song.. Reminds me of how i behaved when i was around my friends not too long ago...
Something that i cant let happen again.. Sorry for the person i became and that it took so long for me to finally change.. Who I am Hates Who I've Been..

Looking forward to a new change.. A new beginning! As spoken to Brian over msn.. Yeap i am determined! Haha! (I want my Samsung Innov8 too! Wahaha.)And even though it wont go as i want things to be, I will look on forward with a smile.. :)

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there.
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line.
Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there.
Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again

'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2][Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
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And Corrine May is singing two new songs "Pilgrims Journey" and "The Winding Path for Kavin Hoo's latest instrumental album. "A Moment In Time". Im sure after hearing her album "Beautiful Seed", these two songs are great even though she didnt wrote them herself! She is a great singer!! Reminds me of Sarah Mclachlan! Heck she is Singapore's very own Sarah Mclachlan! Haha..
Listen to them here: http://www.kavinhoo.com/AMIT/AMIT.htm

Labels: Tune

11:46 PM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Canoeing Post Race CeleBration and Canoeing Trip to JB!

Had our celebration at Holland V.. Went to eat at some expensive place considering the amount of serving.. Sushi Teh.. But the food was nice despite the cost.. But.. It still leaves me hungry again soon...

Me and my new partner Jason.. Hope we can clinched a medal in the next race!! We gonna push each other more now..

Kylie and her partner Pam.. Real Lesbian partners... : x

And Celebrated the November Babies Birthdays as well!!

Alvin, Junsheng, Sarah and Richards.. Making a wish. Wonder what was it.. Hmm

The tradition of picking out the candles with mouth.. First up to contaminate the ice cream cake was Sarah..

I wonder how much saliva she put into the cake..

Next is Richard... Bout to get ready to kill someone if his face is pushed into the cake.

And he came quite clean.. Boring...

Next is Alvin!

By the looks of it.. He must have left quite a bit of his mouth juice on the cake la... Damn..

Lastly, our idol!! Mr Chin Junsheng..

Now the cake is really contaminated..

But we all still eat the expensive ice cream cake that we bought!

They seemed to be enjoying the cake!! HAHA

Pamela unglam shot 1..

The group that was at the post race celebration..

Last few photos before some of them went off.. The rest headed down to WALA WALA!!

Its been some time since i went there.. It still has the nice band playing every time..

Jason... Everyone also he wants.. Guys included.. Wat a player...

Drinking waterfall..

They looking at it.. Amazed.. Especially JS.. Haha..

Drank until Sarah's straw melted.. Lol..

The Les couple..

The scandalous latest couple..

Clarence who did not drink much.. Was first to go.. Look at that face....

The next one to go....

After that Sarah's turn to get high..

Marcus and Richard.. With pose of finger in almost every pic...

I dono wat they are doing...

Yeap.. Jason finally showing it.. No more acting cool bout getting drunk.. Haha..

Somethings happened before this that should not be posted on the blog.. Haha..

Then JS was the last one to go...

Clarence... Clarence... So fast gone.. its not even midnite and we havent sing bdae song...

This idiot still acting cool even he is high....

The photo says everything....

See the couple in the background... Haha.. Something like that happened amongst the canoeist.. Cannot post on blog..

Im not drunk.. I didnt drink.. haha.. Im sober but i had to do a dare with my partner who was drunk..

Haha.. Pei Yu unglam shot.. She damn high i guess..

Singing bdae song to Sarah!

Clarence again..... -_-"

Sarah standing on stage singing along with the band..

The lead singer.. What a great show..

CANOEING TRIP TO JB CUM BBQ AND HORROR MOVIE MARATHON CUM SHOPPING

At my place in jb..

Reminiscing our childhood.. Damn fun!! playing at the playground.. Haha..

Ken injured his pinkie after some disasterous fingering incident.. WAHAHAHA..

The big guys of canoeing club..

And they not even drunk....

The Satay man... :)

The entertainers.. Their job is to eat n play dai dee.. ha..

All nite long.. Dai dee...

Some scandalous shot of JS and Ken..

Sarah is missing Eric... Aww.... So sad....

Jason posed for armpit shot... hahaha

And it happened to be my cousin's birthday!!

My nephew: Firwen Anakin!! Nice name eh.. All the gals were like saying so handsome.. So cute.. Of coz la.. Just take a look at the uncle can already....