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Thursday, February 19, 2009

A Likely Story..

I have this story i find over the internet interesting to tell.. And it keeps me thinking.. A LOT... Not that i have nothing to think about in the first place - like where that $400 bucks went to!! - AArgGhhhh! So anyway here it is... Heh..

Have you ever had that encounter where you set your eyes one someone and in you mind you go "WOW! Shes beautiful/cute/hot",and then that person also had their eyes on you for a brief moment?

Then there you started to think if there was electricity going between the two of you for that brief moment. And you were hopeful that there was.. At the same time your mind tells you that its all your wishful thinking.. Wishful or not, You still could not let that person out of your mind for that moment..

And just when you think you were out of that fantasy and got back to your own task of looking for a particular "Subject" that was entailed in your routine for the day, that "Subject" you happened to be looking for appears to be the same person that you laid your eyes on earlier!! Coincidence?? Yeah of course it is....

From there you started to get acquainted to each other and hmmmm you found out that both of you share a couple of similar interests.. Interesting rite? Yeap Interesting indeed for acquaintances.. For someone whom you just met.. And then the interest begins to grow....

Few days passed, and you begin to like that person more and more.. But you just wouldnt tell that person that you are interested to get acquainted more than just acquaintances but as friends.. Everytime you see each other.. You just say hi and bye... You never had the chance..

And when you had it, your heart got stuck in your mouth.. And you couldn't handle the situation.. And you made yourself look dumb.. Disappointing..

Months passed, and you still cant forget.. Are you in love or its just another crush? You compared yourself to that person, and everytime the more you compare yourself, you find that you might not be in the person's league no matter what similar interests you share.. You have never felt so stupid and clumsy in your life.. But whenever that person is around.. Everything seems to turn out that way..

You then decided to gave up on that person. And take it as a crush.. You moved on and you found someone new.. And so you have chosen to forget. And when things turn out bad.. You turn to seek that crush of yours again.. And the feelings rekindled..

More time has passed but you just never made the move.. And you are lost... Acceptance and rejection kept playing in your mind like an endless, soundless movie.. You are just afraid to make any move...

Have you ever felt that way? In this situation what would you have done? Cmon now.. I wan this entry to be interactive pls tell me what you think should have been done or not done... LOL.. Constructive comments are really appreciated!! I know a lot of you people are just reading my entries.. So pls this time say SOMETHING! =D i got tracker ok!! Hahaha..

PS. Dont ask me if its about me la... ZZZZzzzz.... If it was i would have already said its my story.... =D

10:32 PM

Schools Out For The Past 3 Days!! =S

And IM JUST GLAD I DO NOT HAVE TO DO SM PROJECT!!! WAHAHAHA!! =p

I did say that this semester my timetable is weird.. And school was out for the past 3 days after my two weeks break since CNY. I have alot of breaks in between my schedule... Its kinda nice but then again, i feel that its slowly killing the drive to study with so many breaks in between.. Sianz..

And project dateline is due in a months time and we havent even started with the lecturer officially discussing thru them.. Hmm... Oh well, we are gonna start ahead without the lecturer officially telling us what to do.. We kinda know what to do from the web portal.. The faster finish the more i can concentrate on MR500 race! Hah..

Been busy doing up videos and preparing stuff for Kayaking Star One Course.. Those interested can email to sim.canoeing@gmail.com.. Priorities goes to SIM students! Heh.. And we are open for recruitment!! I made the video fyi!!! hahahaha! Comments? =p But then again credits also goes to the CANOEING TEAM especially all those ppl with the cameras!! heh.. Here it is!

Ohh i also did say i wanted ppl to ask me out for a date on Vdae and email me their profile and such.. And guess what, to my dismay, no one did.. I was at least hoping for a few... oh well..... HAHAHA!

Now im gonna start something new when i blog. I will start to talk about any weird/peculiar/out of the world things i see around me, if i ever see one.. Then blog about it. Sounds good to me.. LOL..

Just yesterday, after we had our meal at Subway Clementi, i was rushing to the toilet.. And a weirdo kept staring at me in the toilet that i decided to go in the cubicle and pee..

It reminded me of time i was at work where an old man who was carassing my hands while i was wearing for him and his family - YES HE HAS TWO KIDS AND A WIFE!! - identification tags on their wrist.. After carassing me, he pat my back and gave me a back rub to say thanks! Like WTF... Damn touchy old man!! Then his wife gave me that annoyed look when i didnt do anything wrong.. I wonder what is goin on.. Why his wife didnt do anything.. Hmmm.. This kinda ppl.. I dono what to say.. Hah..

One last thing.. Facebook damn addictive can!! HAHAHA!!

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12:20 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Happy Vdae/Friendship Dae..

Vdae also happens to be my Ex's Birthday.. Can never forget.. Heh.. Everytime Vdae comes, im always reminded of her.. Wonders how she is doing after all these while.. Its been a long long long time since i really last spoke to her.. Oh well....

Its also been a year since Grandma passed away..

Somewhere in the Heavens i know she is watching me and everyone else... And we will be here always remembering her and praying. I miss her..

Today had a mini "surprise" celebration in school for our beloved treasurer.. Hah not much of a surprise though.. But it was fun planning bdaes sometimes..

And then this had to happen while i was walking around...................

My brazilian praia strap broke or rather gave way to wear and tear... Damn sad for something that cost almost 50bucks and its hasnt been a year of me wearing it.. =( Then Agnes had the bright idea of fixing it for me.. Haha! It seems funny but it was very innovative of her and i dont know how she managed to tie it back.. It looks good as new but with some pink ribbons dangling around it.. Haha..

But its good now! I guess.. Haha.. Have not tested walking around with it yet.. With superglue i managed to put it all back in.. =) Hopefully i can still wear it for another few months before i have to buy a new pair... Or maybe i should just stick to Teva flip flops just like the other canoeists are wearing! Hahaha.. Peer pressure.. Cheaper too! =p

Something i decided to write for the so called Special Occassion.. When one is emoing the muse starts working.. hah.. I dont really know what i wrote and i just write it down blindly.. but as long it made sense to myself..

For we are only humans we longed for The Love
We endeavour in search of Knowledge.
Through it all we find Happiness despite the Endless Pain.

Love, It brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
It brings hurt and you'll know you are alive.
It is something that you put your trust in.

In the union of love I have envied so many,
But it does not envy, it does not show, it is not proud.
In a supernatural minuscule that of the prefiguring vision
The intricacy and complications that comes within a simple word
Of the Love that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
Failing each time still I never stop searching,
For the Love and Knowledge We as Humans longed for.

I have wished to understand the hearts of many.
To understand people of different walks of life.
Getting along is never easy but at least I’ve tried and,
Through their hearts I found Love and gained Knowledge.
Through them I have fallen but only grew stronger.

I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Where realism strikes when fantasy heightens.
The cries of pain reverberated in my heart.

But still We Love like we never Love before.
Our thirst for Knowledge never ends.
Something that is in our nature
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.
This has been my life;
I found it worth living.

11:55 AM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Random

Finally i have begun to update my blog once again!

After a whirlwind of unexpected events, im finally out of most of them.. Kinda sad and at the same time glad on how things turn out though.. All these feelings mixed inside.. All so confusing.. Hah.. But life goes on they always say..

Anyways.. I have achieved one of my target that is to get at least a medal of SIM. And i am gonna try to get one more before i leave school! Frigging proud of the Canoeist!! Everyone did well! Next up MR500... How i suck at sprintings.. Heh..

School has been a bit stagnant nowadays.. Been having too many breaks from school.. Been enjoying holidays in the Weekend house in JB with "Da Clique'.. And there will be more short breaks coming..PY already in HK enjoying herself now!! I wanna go travelling also.. Damn sian, coz it just made it worst since i do not have the mood to go to school recently.. But i have already made a promise to myself not to get my studies affected anymore.. New Year's resolution!

Was in the bus on the way to school today. While i was on the expressway, there was a TP on his bike zooming down the road and he was directing all the heavy and slow vehicles to take the left most lane. Just one point of his finger the vehicles immediately started to move in to the lane...

There was not a word being exchanged and yet everyone understood and obeyed... From my point of view in the bus, it seemed almost magical! He points, they immediately moved.. He points again, they moved! He is the King of the road no matter how small he looks on that bike as compared to the others.. Hah..

Ohh.. Damn Vdae is coming... And i have no date.. Anyone wans to date me out?? Email me la.. Pls include your photo and stats plus your contact number so that i can call you.. WAHAHAHAHA! Damn i sound desperate..... Singletons night seems better..

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9:01 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Tune of the Month

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry.....

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe!
Either way I can't breathe...!

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye....
Its time to say goodbye...
Goodbye
Bye..........

Take my pain away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

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12:47 PM