I was sleeping and now i am awake.. Thanks to the smses i received that woke me up.. Thanks people.. Aint you guys fault anyway im insomniac and a light sleeper and hating it.. Too many things on my mind? Yeah and today its about something everyone has been talking about almost everyday. Are

The dictionary defines love as an intense feeling of deep affection. How would one recognise such affections? How do you know if the other party respond to the affection you are showing? You

But love is something more than just feelings or affections.. Love is to show you care, to make tough decisions and bold commitments. Love is to be faithful to the other party and making sacrifices for.. Nothing hurts the heart more than to love. that key??

Others might say that love is a lie. There is no such thing. That they have been trying to find the love and there is no truth in it. Love is just another four letter word to describe lust. i have

So what do we all know about love? Why is it so difficult? This simple four letter word is just too profound for me or for anyone to decipher.. been longing


- Set sail on a voyage called life, with my crew, my treasures,
But still all lonely without the key to this heart...


::I am in the darkness:: for.....

What is it that people expect to be on a blog? I mean blogging can be anything under stars rite? So it doesn't matter what you blog about..

Anyway been thinking about why in a party full of people whom you dun noe and got intro to by a friend of yours and bla bla bla.. Would these people even remember you like few days down the road? Even if they remember that they see these people somewhere, would they remember what is the person's name? I dont think so unless you want something out of knowing that person other than that i think its just a formality to introduce yourself and be in with the crowd. After the party, everyone are strangers once again... Human works in weird ways.. Hmmm...

Had this song written with Lib's help earlier on today.. Ahh its great we are coming up with originals ah.. Now the hard part is yet to begin.. Getting it tune again.. The mini "jam" session was not that productive(heh) but we manage to produce yet another emo one.. Here it is:


Those dreams left within the heart
Those dreams birthed and shared
It was heard as “I’ll soar with you”
Further apart, left without a clue

Picking the pieces up
It is time to move on
Regrets are prayed for, hoped, (you will someday, regret)
The things that were said

11th December i remember, 11th December that stammer
The time’s not right, platonic is sound for now
But still waiting for you, persevering for you
Realizing those dreams, hoping you’re true.

That trust is broken, all faith is gone
All things said, left empty
Those wings you gave left clipped
Those dreams, shattered and ripped

Picking the pieces up
It is time to move on
Regrets are prayed for, hoped, (you will someday, regret)
The things that were said

11th December i remember, 11th December that stammer
The time’s not right, platonic is sound for now
But still waiting for you, persevering for you
Realizing those dreams, hoping you’re true.

And you will now know… you’ve got to show that you’re true,
before “I’m through”

With you

- Nizam, Lib

Yeap its great to be back home... Brunei is not so bad after all if you are an outdoor junkie and no longer does the shopping centres closes that early as what people say it was.. It actually picking up the pace from the past two years i was there, though not drastic changes. One thing i do not see change is that the people still loves their Sultan(King) just the same if not more.. Its like crazy love as you see posters of him everywhere and it is kinda cool seeing that the people love the country that much.

I have seen and eaten a few things there that i have never seen/eaten before. Normally people in Sg eat those durians we called D24, XO and all those weird names. They have something way cooler there; a yellow durian with kinda hook- like thorns and the insides, you wouldn't believe it!! Its PINK!!! It does not have that stench of local durians in fact it has somehow an aromatic scent and taste as my mum told me. I am no fan of durians so i wont eat any species of it. Heh.. Here is a proof of the Durian Otak Udang Gala (King Prawn Brain ---> direct translation) I think it exist in the whole of Sabah/Sarawak and Borneo as well being neighbouring countries.

I also ate this fern like vege which tastes better than kang kong.. Haha.. I dun remember what they call it there i think Parkis/Lembiding or something.. Then there was those giant cockles, cant remember the name though. Well if you were to go to Brunei, try them out!

The boat ride on the river between Brunei and Temburong.. Nope didnt get to see any crocs... :(

But nothing beats being at home........

What great timing it is~

Exams results out today..... relieved, pleasing to the eyes, pleased~

It calls for a celebration~

and an unplanned trip im off tonite ~

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Damn Weff~

Started playing 2 days ago

Orgasmic riddles

Expecting hair loss

Stuck Level 35 now

Damn Weff~

Yes yes i am a geek.. Those who noes me in secondary school noes i am and i am proud of it..
Now i am a cool geek.. Haha..

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Well its been some time since i update my blog. Was spending a lot of time catching up with my friends and all. And now here i am updating before i fly off for a vacation away from the hustle and bustle of the city. My kinda of vacation trip..

Anyways, two days back, i was at the traffic junction and saw this asshole in his 30s with his wife, i guess waiting for the green man as i did. An next thing i saw this bastard did was to use his feet to press the button for the green man. Oh man was i pissed off. There is like a lot of people who use their freaking hands to press that button. He was sure aint carrying anything in hands and he is not spastic i'm sure. God made him a complete Man but maybe not in the brains... Like i said i was pissed that i just walked up to him and said: Excuse me, can you please not be uncivilised and inconsiderate since you have hands.. Haha.. I dont know why i did that, but it feels good to make him blush in front of his wife and say sorry for his stupidity..


Yesterday went to BBTZ and well i must say it is an eye opener!(being civilised here.. Heh..) Here is a sneak peek of what goes on..































Cars are not complete without the babes!!! Pose for me!! Yeah Baby Yeah!!~


















Till the next update..