Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred. Hate is often associated to love.

Hate is easy to come by, love is not. Like all good things in this world are hard to achieve but all the bad ones are easy to get. But when you love someone deeply it is difficult to hate them back. As when you fallen deep it is difficult to climb back out. The deeper you have fallen into the pit, the fainter the light you can see. That is why they say love is blind I guess. And that is when it seems that you have no one else to hate but you can only hate yourself. For in the darkness you can only see yourself when the one you love is not guiding.

So is love = hate or hate = love? It’s a double edge sword. Hatred paralyses life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it. But love can lead to sufferings, paralyzing life. Love can be blinding, confusing you and of coz love does not illuminates when you are blinded by it right?

And I dunnoe what I am getting at now…. Hah..

“You hate someone whom you really wish to love but whom you cannot love." "Hate is a disguised form of love. You can only hate someone that you have the capacity to love because if you are really indifferent, you cannot even get up enough energy to hate." - Sri Chimnoy

If you love whom you cannot love and cant find anything else to hate about but yourself, what would you do? The contrast between love and hate… on the same side of the coin or opposite? or just my nonsensical ramblings..

Its 530am and here iam not sleeping and blogging my way, the mind is just too flustered to fall asleep i guess.

Change is something that is inevitable. One can bathe in the warmth of the summer sun and hope that it will never set. You wish it remains where it used to be. However, the reality of it is that in a few hours, it will set, leaving behind a dark sky and goose bumps on skin that the sun once kissed. You can't hold on to what it used to be. So are the feelings of the people around you will change - to love you and you could only despair subsequently, if it changes again in due time. Today they utter sweet nothings to you and you fell for it, tomorrow they say it is all wrong and you felt so dumb. That’s what the song ‘Used To’ by Chris Daughtry reminds me of when I listened to it. We used to do so many things together but things changed because of one thing which leads to another and now here we are. Change is something that cannot be avoided. But it doesn’t mean that it has to be bad all the time.


Used To (Im sure that the vid was made by a girl, but i want the lyrics on vid anyways.. Hah.)




The concert at Power House
Daughtry was damn good the other night. He sang live as good as it sounds in his album. If he is ever coming to Singapore again – which I know he would- I will confirm go for his concert again if it does not clash with school. Hah. He should have been the real winner of American Idol but he is now where he deserve to be. His whole album rocks with favourites like Used To, Over You, Home, What I Want and What About Now.

Thanks to Pang for asking me to go to the concert with him which later on after the concert found that some of the tics were sold for as much as $142 on ebay! It was really great! The second concert in my entire life.. Hah.. Thanks dude!

To my dearest Canoeing VP, Ms Chan Pei Yu,(lol)



Heres wishing you a..........



Happy Birthday Glitter Graphics


Well we will be karaoke- ing wen the time comes.. Yeah!!! Its been some time since i had sung my lungs out.. I will sing new songs that i learnt too if i can remember them correctly.. Laters....


And of coz not forgetting to the other September Babies, Saf, Abi and lovely Pervin, will be seeing you guys at the PS tomorrow yeah for break fast!!

Up next will be a post on the awesome Chris Daughtry! Went for the concert.. Stay tune... :D

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

There are many paths in life, all leading in every which way. At times it may be too dark to see the paths, or we may choose a path that says no entry. However the paths we choose make for the people that we are. Without these walks in life we get bored, tired and stagnant. We lose that spark that every human being has, that light, that life. Be who you want to be, walk where you want to walk, say what you want to say, love who you want to love, and make life what you want to make it. Don’t wait until it is too late to do the things you never had the courage to do before. Live it, don’t regret it.

When the fight begins within himself, a man's worth something. Remember that everything you do in your daily life whether positively or negatively depends entirely on you; be motivated, have the faith you always had and always know that you will never be alone.

This is what im reminding myself and I hope others will see it too. Something that you have embarked in, do it with no regrets. Its better than not doing anything at all and look back saying I should have done it. This is life ups and downs, if its going up then maintain it. If its not what you expect things to turn out, improvise, make amendments for nothing in this world goes according to plan. Plan needs to be change along the way. A plan needs to be flexible.

I have walked where I want to, I have said what I wanted to say, I have loved ,making my life what I want it to be and for sure I wont stop doing these things coz it is never certain and it will never stop moving till life comes to a stand- till that day comes - live life and it still goes on.

This blog is now one year old since 17 August 2006 to 17 September 2007. Why September? Coz I didnt write anything in the month of July. Lets just say that that is the month i was in my own fantasy world. Now that it is my blog's one year, i gave it a whole new look.

This blog has been missing out a lot bout what has happened in my life even though how boring it may seemed.