We all want someone who will cheer us on when we are feeling down and someone to notice if we don’t show up. The loneliest feeling in the world is knowing that if you fell off the face of this planet that nobody would really notice or care. Everyone wants to know that somebody really cares about what happens to them. From the days of the caveman, we have hated to sleep alone in the dark. It goes to the depth of the human soul.

But its a struggle trying to find someone who is compatible on a deeper level and it always happen that we (for me at least) continually date the wrong types.

For example, you may be attracted to someone sparkly and social, but deep down need someone who is intellectual and dependable. So, you keep dating socialites who have no depth. The flip side is that you date someone who is really smart and career oriented, but they are too introverted and shy when you take them out into more public settings.

When you have found someone that you want, more often than not, they are either already taken or they have different lives to lead, different from what/how you want to lead yours. You know that things are just not meant to be..

.... I dun noe wat im getting at here.. But ya.. Finding the right one is not easy.. Period. Heh..

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Anyways, finally managed to get a photo of one the nimble squirrels at Macritchie Reservoir.. It was trapped by me and my frens on the construction fencing.. Looks so vunerable.. Damn cute.. Wonder if i can catch one and keep as a pet.. Hmmmm... Is there any rules set by NEA? Heh...

After training got class then had another photoshoot.. Wah damn tiring man from 6pm to 11pm.. Didnt noe modelling can be so tiring and makes people hungry.. Ha.. But it was damn fun!! Feel like making this a part time thing already (dun think anyone would hire... Anyone??).. Ha..

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