Vdae also happens to be my Ex's Birthday.. Can never forget.. Heh.. Everytime Vdae comes, im always reminded of her.. Wonders how she is doing after all these while.. Its been a long long long time since i really last spoke to her.. Oh well....
Its also been a year since Grandma passed away..
Somewhere in the Heavens i know she is watching me and everyone else... And we will be here always remembering her and praying. I miss her..
Today had a mini "surprise" celebration in school for our beloved treasurer.. Hah not much of a surprise though.. But it was fun planning bdaes sometimes..
And then this had to happen while i was walking around...................
My brazilian praia strap broke or rather gave way to wear and tear... Damn sad for something that cost almost 50bucks and its hasnt been a year of me wearing it.. =( Then Agnes had the bright idea of fixing it for me.. Haha! It seems funny but it was very innovative of her and i dont know how she managed to tie it back.. It looks good as new but with some pink ribbons dangling around it.. Haha..
But its good now! I guess.. Haha.. Have not tested walking around with it yet.. With superglue i managed to put it all back in.. =) Hopefully i can still wear it for another few months before i have to buy a new pair... Or maybe i should just stick to Teva flip flops just like the other canoeists are wearing! Hahaha.. Peer pressure.. Cheaper too! =p
Something i decided to write for the so called Special Occassion.. When one is emoing the muse starts working.. hah.. I dont really know what i wrote and i just write it down blindly.. but as long it made sense to myself..
For we are only humans we longed for The Love
We endeavour in search of Knowledge.
Through it all we find Happiness despite the Endless Pain.
Love, It brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
It brings hurt and you'll know you are alive.
It is something that you put your trust in.
In the union of love I have envied so many,
But it does not envy, it does not show, it is not proud.
In a supernatural minuscule that of the prefiguring vision
The intricacy and complications that comes within a simple word
Of the Love that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
Failing each time still I never stop searching,
For the Love and Knowledge We as Humans longed for.
I have wished to understand the hearts of many.
To understand people of different walks of life.
Getting along is never easy but at least I’ve tried and,
Through their hearts I found Love and gained Knowledge.
Through them I have fallen but only grew stronger.
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Where realism strikes when fantasy heightens.
The cries of pain reverberated in my heart.
But still We Love like we never Love before.
Our thirst for Knowledge never ends.
Something that is in our nature
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.
This has been my life;
I found it worth living.
